2022-02-05
i was in turkey but then got teleported into someone else's body
the someone was some random person from northern russia
i had to go to the hotel they were staying at and find some girl that was with them
it took me several attempts because i found the wrong person first
i woke up right after finding the right person
2022-02-06
i was on the poppy's cult discord server
the members were saying slurs repeatedly
like not just slurs but sentences with slurs
i think kryptonaut called someone r****ed
either mace or koyo called someone a f****t
the conversation was about video games i think
also i'm not sure if this was even a dream but it seems like it is
2022-02-09
i shit myself in a waterpark
the waterpark just only opened and it was empty yet
it looked suspiciously similar to the waterpark i have in my city
after shitting myself i got teleported back home where i had to get rid of the shit
my home looked like the one i had before moving to the current one
2022-02-10
cool a dream in a dream
so i was driving with my dad in a car somewhere
it was prolly a long trip between cities
i was having a nice dream
it was about me being able to use the spectator mode
like you know in minecraft
i'd teleport to random places in the world and just fly there
it was pretty cool and the atmosphere was nice
maybe because it wasn't fucking winter
when i woke up we arrived at some uhhhhh port?
like it was near a river and we just drived into it and they took the car
i had to sit and wait for my dad
i didn't have a phone so they didn't just let me out for some reason
i met some people there including my friends who tried to help me
there was also a guy who could allegedly read your thoughts or something
he read that some girl was into girls and people started talking about
one of my former classmates revealed she's into anal sex to some other guy
i woke up before my dad arrived
2022-02-14
haha not actually new i had it yesterday
the first dream was me getting kicked from the yesterweb server for speaking in russian
the second dream was a bit longer
it was a summer night and i was near a khruschevka
i was buying stuff for my old classmate
apparently i nearly killed her or something and it was compensation idk
the stuff was mainly groceries
i couldn't find orange juice for some reason but did in the end
2022-02-16
there were 2 dreams which i barely remember
the first one was a story of some sort
it was similar in some aspects to the anime i had been watching before falling asleep
so there were a group of people who were given very specific superpowers
specifically it was teleportation but only as a clone
so like avatar if i'm not misremembering it
the clone could also be an animal and not only human
that includes fictional animals
i have no fucking clue what the missions were but it seems like they didn't make any sense
the main character visited a few random places where they did nothing
there was a scene with an empty beach at night a swimming pool and some random guy's apartment
the last one welcomed the clone for some reason
in the second dream i was the main character however
i don't quite remember what happened in detail
i think i was being punished for something
also the whole thing happened in the real places i've been to and not random shit
i remembered that in the latter dream i was redesigning my website
i made the background light blue instead of dark green and added some pink
for some reason it looked cool to me even though it was awful
that was i guess the reason why no one liked it
also remembered that there was something related to toberuberstobe
like someone mentioned it online
or was it irl i'm not sure
2022-02-17
i don't remember the details but it was some big apartment
it was in the city nearby
the one my grandma used to live in
the apartment was pretty run down
not sure what we were doing there
also there was a scene where my sister grabbed my balls
that was the worst experience of life
if she does this irl i'll break her fucking skull
2022-02-22
it was either a college or a school
it looked nothing like the ones i've been to
i was in a corridor with other people preparing for what apparently was going to be a p.e. class
we were supposed to dress right in the corridor i think
in any case there were clothes and bags everywhere
i had a panic attack and started crying for no reason
some time passed and i somehow managed to overcome it and dress up
the p.e. class itself was not even a bit p.e.
it was some sort of irl rpg quest
we were given pamphlets by the teacher which detailed what we were supposed to do
the pamphlets were actually just pieces of copybook paper with stuff written on them with pen
i don't remember the quests themselves
the only person i remember is an extremely tomboyish girl
she was so tomboyish i thought she's a transmasc
i checked her myspace profile after coming back home
i have no idea why myspace even still existed and looked like in the 90s
her bio said something like "i'm incredibly hot"
well she looked pretty hot for a man but not a woman
there were a couple of other dreams but i forgot them
one of them involved discord i think
2022-02-23
the first one was turkey
there was a scene where i was swimming with my dad
we went deep into the sea and found an ice cream shop
it was pretty expensive but we got some
i think there was also a thunderstorm while we were swimming
another scene happened in the evening
i was hungry and wanted to go find a restaurant
my parents decided not to go with me
according to google maps there was a shitton of restaurants nearby
after i went outside the turkish town slowly transformed into a depressive soviet town
like it was gloomy and there were khrushchevka-like buildings everywhere
i'm not sure what the dream ended with
the second dream was about andrei nifedov
i was watching his video about how he switched to linux
he was mostly positive except he wasn't satisfied with wayland
he demonstrated it with some broken ui of a non-existent desktop environment
his main de was ubuntu-flavored gnome i think
2022-02-25
i was banned from the fedora discord server for asking how to pirate something
instead of asking to unban me i asked the moderator to keep me banned until tuesday
i could barely put my thoughts into words but everyone else was okay with it
2022-02-26
a long time ago humans have used a programming language called C
it was difficult and clunky but it did the job
however in the year 20XX a break through in computer science happened
the language called 🅱️ got invented
this language was so good that it could not only program computers but affect the reality itself
using 🅱️ a group of very smart computer programmers wrote a display server
the server was years ahead of anything people have ever seen before and wayland was quickly thrown away
however it didn't last for too long
by the year 20XX the code base of the server got incredibly complex
due to the reality changing nature of 🅱️ an unfortunate bug occurred that turned everyone who used the server into animals
yeah that's basically the dream
i was a random person tinkering with the code of the server
so technically not even an official developer
not sure if i submitted any pull requests or something
also i'm not sure if i got turned into an animal
tho prolly not because i remember being alive at the end of the dream
2022-03-03
most of the dream was basically the same paranoia i had during the day
i mean the one related to my website
also there was another dream where i was in a very strict school or something
they put handcuffs on us so we don't run away
i remember a scene where i was running away with some people i think
also i remember a scene with a familiar looking beach
2022-03-06
an incoherent mess of:
- jojo part 6 that i started watching yesterday
- my paranoia that only got worse after watching it
- the upcoming "birthday party"
- story about people with "subspace" superpowers
- story about me playing some video games
2022-03-09
i was flying over random cities
like you know in minecraft creative mode
the country was apparently denmark
there was a city built around a river
the river was straight and the highest buildings were near it
it was also a late summer evening and i could see the sun setting
in the end i landed in a small town called "yes"
not sure how small it actually was because i only met one person
it was a small girl who invited me and explained the history of that place
i forgot everything
at some point i left but i don't remember where i went from there
2022-03-17
gitlab stopped working in russia
so i had to start self-hosting it
i used a fork made by a russian mail provider
my domain was something like thisshit....com
2022-03-18
our old programming teacher gave us a 3d graphics assignment
we were supposed to use some api by google
i watched a couple of demos on youtube
one was a guy flying over a city and the other was a truck chasing you in a cave
both were VR so the assignment might've been VR too
i don't remember what i did but i remember other people presenting including my old classmate
there were also a couple of unrelated dreams
in one i was walking to my non-existent school in the rain
in the other i was buying stuff near a bakery near my college but a non-existent one
2022-03-19
i was getting pills from my doctor that looked like my dad's friend
also rhere was an unrelated scene were i was writing questions for the people in my room
2022-03-20
it was night and i was in a car with someone
i was watching youtube videos including electroboom and izzy laif which now shared a channel
we stopped at a grocery store to buy soda
the soda was like 25₽ but looked very expensive
i have no idea why i even bought it since i don't drink soda
then there was a dream where i was with my dad and we stopped at an unfinished apartment
apparently some bald guy who's famous on tv was shotting music videos there
i think the first dream included some video i uploaded to a music aggregator channel
it was christmas dubstep or something
2022-03-21
for some reason i was going to downgrade my cpu
i needed the cpu itself and an adapter
my dad and i were going to buy them
but the dream ended before it could happen
2022-03-22
i was in multiple airports
also i was in moscow where i installed 2 ads of my website
2022-03-24
i was trying to watch milf porn but someone invited me to see the lord of the rings in the cinema
2022-03-26
i was in a hospital
not a mental one
my grandma was there too
it was summer and i remember going outside enjoying the weather
also i remember going to the bathroom
the light switch there enabled light in the whole hospital
i accidentally woke everyone up
also there was a youtube video where andrei nifedow was going to rewrite systemd from scratch
he made a brand new youtube channel which was called something like "system ..."
it had like 30k subscribers
it had a smiling white laptop with a green screen on the pfp
i think there was another dream where i was indeed in the mental hospital
and i nearly shit myself that i was back there
which is basically what happened to me irl once
i woke up and thought i was back in the hospital
while it was just my room and it was dark
also there was a dream where my grandma had a new tv and i was trying to watch american tv
but i ended up finding that the tv runs prehistoric 2000s linux
2022-04-13
i may have just experienced sleep paralysis
i took the sleeping pill and went to bed to continue watching youtube
at some point i passed out but the phone was still in my hands and i had a really weird pose
the dream went fine until it didn't
it started hearing some unknown voices
then i somehow realize the position i'm
one of my eyes is half open and can see while the video is so playing
so i decide to well do something but realize i can't do shit
not sure what's the best way to describe it but my muscles really didn't want to move
i started panicking which was further fueled by the video that i could hear but not make out
somehow tho i managed to calm myself pretty quickly and accept this state
i was like if i can't move i can't call anyone so why bother
however my grandma entered the room and noticed my pose
long story short i woke up
not sure if it was actually sleep paralysis but still pretty cool
now i guess i need to try to sleep again since i took a sleeping pill
2022-06-17
i had the worst nightmare possible
i was trying to build a linux kernel
it included fonts for some reason
one of the fonts needed separate compilation
while it was compiling it created an unholy sound
like a thousand children screaming into your ears at the same time
it wasn't that loud but it was terrifying
i thought that i was going insane
the sound was everywhere
i could barely force myself not to leave the apartment
2022-07-07
my dream was something about some zip file
it contained some weird unix shit that shouldn't be possible
idk if it makes sense to record it tho
anyway 12 hours of sleep
2022-07-26
i somehow time traveled back to may 2020 but i was in some weird town called "arch linux" but in the end i somehow managed to find my mom and asked her "what year is it" after which i realized it's a dream and woke up but i actually didn't since i was still dreaming
in the second dream i was walking to [the city nearby] on foot for some reason and idk if it was even summer or winter + it looked nothing like the actual road there and there were random cafes after you exit this city
some weird shit was happening to the bridge and it had a whole section you couldn't walk on since it was just fucking duct tape and if you did you'd fall in lava for some reason so i had so slide alongside it like other people
a similar thing happened in my old dreams that involved this bridge
2022-08-26
another reason not to record dreams:
today's one
i was in a group that were hiding from someone
some evil organization
in the middle of our run i realized it was a dream
but didn't get control of it
so the only reasonable thing that could happen after that happened
i had sex with some twink
excellent dream thanks
can i please not dream at all
[cool]
[is it bad that you did]
well actually not
he was kinda sexy
but uhhhhhhh
imagine if i wasn't alone
[wdym]
imagine if this dream happened on our trip
and i were moaning something while there are 5 more people in the care
2022-09-05
i don't remember the dream itself but there was a scene where it was mocking me
not a character in the dream but the dream itself
also i'm thinking of falling asleep again
what i remember:
i was tired as fuck and already took melatonin
i was like "i don't fucking care just show me a dream where i'm a girl"
i don't remember the dream itself
i woke up disappointed and fell asleep right after
also i could barely sleep for the second day in a row
and woke up pretty late as you can see
my sleep schedule wants to break again
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2022-09-08
it was probably a movie
and i was watching clips of it on youtube or something
the basic idea of the movie was that the planet was like a sentient robot
and its current state is temporary and it'll transform like a butterfly
and some planets did it multiple times including earth
all of this shit happened slowly for hundreds of years
so according to the plot humans were a parasite
and it was set in a distant future
an apocalypse or some shit happened like tsunamis in the past and everything was in a weird state
so like that had computers and cell phones but they didn't really know how they worked and the infrastructure was all basically in ruins
idk how that makes sense
and so the main event of the movie was that the planet was getting into the final stage of the transformation and that robot was going to be born
so weird shit like "radiation" and "ultraviolet" light beams was happening
i woke up too early to see what really happened to them or to see the ending
but i do know that the main character was a "replicant" (why) or some shit
and that they also discovered underground bunkers that were built by an ancient civilization
they looked like they were ripped off straight from gurren lagann but had a generic scifi vibe
anyway that was a pretty weird mashup for a dream
i'm going back to sleep prolly
you know i think i better not
btw
there was a weird scene
instead of the movie i switched to a random scene from "avengers: endgame" on youtube
and there was some random staircase
a character was standing on it that looked like echoes from jjba
he started giving the matter that morphed his body to some gray blob on the ground
and the blob transformed into neo from the last matrix movie
(old version)
better than the actual avengers: endgame
2022-09-19
INT. GREEK TEMPLE -- DAY
The main character is starting at a BUFF GUY with a temporarily detached head. Buff Guy is dressed in stereotypical Egyptian clothes.
[Buff Guy] My website will never be on the front page of Neocities.
2022-10-10
it was a ww2 video game
but it was like
not a shooter
so like a linear game with a story
and you had to kill people
but it wasn't a shooter
also you were russian and had to kill americans idk how it makes sense
2022-11-09
grandma's old house
visiting it after all these years
there were new buildings and shit
and garages
that were fancily decorated
nd that you could visit
and an underpass
where you could buy shitty tech stuff
at the end of the dream i remembered that she doesn't live there anymore
and the dream just fell apart
2022-11-18
i realized it was a dream and tried to fuck an insane soviet grandma who just tried to kill me
she started vibrating and producing a square wave sound
2022-11-20
vacation
some asshole
possibly in another country
it was likely late summer
like august
the whole family was there including the grandma
2022-11-22
i googled
"the earliest gay book ever created"
it gave me a wikipedia article about a book called The White Barbs
(yes barbs)
it was apparently a 11th century bulgarian book set in an arab city
the name started with a can't remember the whole thing
the picture on wikipedia had a modern cover with a random greek statue of a man lying down
the book was "tame for its time" but contained scenes of homosexual relationships and extreme violence
i think i tried to order it but finding it was nearly impossible
especially in english
2022-11-25
there were 2 michael stevenses
the current one had to replace the previous one because he died of substance abuse issue complications
2022-11-27
our family decided to go to some balkan country which name i forgot
on vacation
and also by car somehow
and by car i mean we hired some 70s house on wheels truck thingy
we decided to take a weird route
we went through "illegal zone of turkey"
which was like an artificial island with only a road and a couple of towns that belonged to turkey
it was apparently in the azov sea but i have no clue how it even fit there
anyway you couldn't legally enter there
idk what the whole thing ended with
2022-12-27
i was trying to install windows 11 there
from a sketchy russian dvd
after i caught a virus that put porn all over my pc?
idk how it worked
also i had 2 pcs and 2 apartments
and there was a breaking bad alternate universe something
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